Screaming inside
April 13, 2007 by comfortableredsweatpants
I guess sometimes when all else fails, all you have to do is scream…
I guess it is true sometimes, the grass does seem greener on the other side till you jump the fence and all it was is astroturf.
So here I am, yet again stuck in the madness of my own doing…should I stay or should I go…I think it’s pretty clear that all this running around I have been doing has only lead me all the more farther and farther away form who I am and for what I want to do with the rest of my life. This need to feel happy somewhere else has only led me to all the more unhappy and stuck in a place where people are far more interested of their own agendas and dramas.
So what to do now? Any ideas? If it involves any running away, leave me out of it. Til I find a better way out, am going to try not to sink to deep and fight all the more for breathing room.
